Ok, I'm mad now. I was happily reading this fanfiction (Juice/Chibs, of course) and suddenly... this author's note: "So basically I had the rest of this written and it didn't save on my computer and. Fuck. I'm not going to struggle with this anymore,I'm having a lot of health issues and I don't really have the interest or the motivation to keep going here".

Actually, I'm not really mad I'm just...urgh! shocked, that's it. Shocked it's the word I'm searching here.

Anyway, if you wanna understand me... You can read the fanfiction here.